who hates me.
— Amiri Baraka, “An Agony. As Now.” (via larmoyante)
if you are “above” pop music you are probably boring
there is nothing romantic about
- not knowing you’re beautiful
- loving someone until they learn to love themselves
please stop romanticizing low self esteem.
it’s one thing to love a person who happens to have low self esteem
it’s another thing to frame low self esteem as a desirable trait.
In the next little while I’m going to start to get rid of things that I don’t need or want. I really have too much stuff in my room. My walls are covered in editorials that I love, so I’m going to put them into a folder. I’m going to buy some pretty boxes, and most of my books can go in them. My collection of vogue magazines can go on a shelf neatly, rather than sitting in a huge stack against a wall. I’ll sort out my makeup and make it neat and ordered. I’m keeping all my pillows though. I need a cleaner, simpler space.
i just got rid of 4 pairs of jeans
and 7 pairs of shoes
and 2 bags
and a number of jumpers and tops
i have too many things and it’s stressing me out
and normally i love having things
if there’s one thing that can show how much i don’t respect myself, then i think i’ve realised it
got 17.5% above the mean
“Never give up on a dream just because of the time it will take to accomplish it. The time will pass anyway.”